Depressed to the max

A lots of things happened recently...i had inactivity for this blog for past 8 months...Something bad happened to me about 2 month ago. That was date that i cant never forget....My life changed...I seem lost everything in my life. This incident was inevitable as I try to change, but the outcome still the same. I cry a lot...a lot...i was never so depressed.

As the world move forward, but i still standstill in the same spot after that incident. Everyday, i lead a zombie life. Work, sleep, eat then work, sleep eat. I was not motivated to do anything either.
Until yesterday, i saw a post...it was 2nd blow to a wounded heart. A devastated blow to me...
I cry again... I knew, there was nothing i can done. The world can move on without me either....I was all alone...

I will try... and move on..... I will...hopefully...
This post was never mean to share to anyone. Just the deep voice in my heart...